it is so hard to stay awake right now.
desperately trying to get season 3 of grey’s anatomy downloaded so i can watch a couple of episodes before i go to jareds house (for some very much needed cuddle and sleep time!)
im going to end up getting there and passing out as soon as i lay down >.< but at least when i wake up, the first thing i will see will be his beautiful eyes and adorable smile and super cute face….mmm perfect way to wake up. <3
i like him a lot. i trust him a lot. its this strange weird feeling and im not used to it at all. im not sure how i am supposed to respond to it. but i like it. i like knowing he is mine, i like waking up next to him and holding his hand. i like kissing him, god do i like kissing him. his lips are soft and sweet and mmmm hes just amazing. i am lucky. very very very lucky and i dont know how or why but at the same time i dont care.
im excited. im excited to spend the entire day with him again :) tomorrow is going to be a good day…i just need to stay awake for three more hours >.<
